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22 January 2009 @ 05:52 pm
 
I'm mediocre in Math at best
I'm amazing at English
I'm good at Science, so long as it's something I can argue
I'm awful at Languages
I'm pretty good at history


But I'm afraid my dreams will die if I don't stop working so hard.
In Chemistry I have an 81 because I don't try as hard as I should, and freak out when doing equations because some super genius kids go fast. I think I'll ask if I can take it by myself.

I want to be a physicist so bad.

I know I'm slowly going insane.
I hope it won't hamper me.


I don't think anyone understands how hard I am trying right now
I study almost everyday and this amnesia and the weird shit in my head
put me behind others very easily.
But I keep going.

First semester I wasn't trying my hardest so I had a 3.4, WTF. I need to get it back up to a 3.70 like it was at Donovan, so I better keep on.

I want to turn off time.
I can teach myself this stuff if I try hard enough...right?

I have to go make cards for Chemistry to go over everything, I am going to have tutorial with her tomorrow to make sure I am understanding everything.

 
 
 
Whitneymindquakes on February 1st, 2009 01:02 am (UTC)
may i be added to your friends list? of course, if you'd like i would add you to mine as well.
headinmyovenheadinmyoven on February 1st, 2009 01:20 pm (UTC)
Go for it.